by KLR before Chevalterre Nabil
28 June 2005
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I don't know what to say
I don't know what to do
I feel like a mess
I feel like a fool
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So many men with whom I'd lay
So many men that I would do
An easy way of relieving stress
That sleasy joy filling my pool
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If only it were yesterday
When i still had you
Before I met sex
Our dreams we'd thread into a spool
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We said we would stay
You said you'd write too
Our paths became so complex
My anxiety and impatience began to rule
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I'm not yet old nor grey
Longer than a decade, since I saw you
The spool has not unraveled
I long to be in your arms
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We've headed towards each other's way
Holding me, you missed me too
But our hearts have been graveled
And useless are my charms
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Please don't let me become astray
I only want to be with you
All these men, they have me mangled
The curse on me must be lifted
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Send me a sign for me to stay
Do not let me say "adieu"
This anxiety and impatience get me strangled
I'm reaching out for help, to be lifted.
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