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Monday, April 21, 2014

Prose & Prayer

Chevalterre Nabil - 3NOV2013

In a lover's embrace
As I looked up at his face...
Rama's Eyes appeared for a moment.

In a child's tickle
As we made up games...
Christ's Warmth filled my senses.

Amidst destitute and hardship
my deceased ex held me tightly!
He took me back to where we once were...

In a catatonic episode
as my voice did leave me
Mohammed (Allah) directed me to Pray...

Great Grandmother in Reconnection
Honoring the Earth
Said, "Everything will be okay."

During an ultrasound of the ER...
Buddha's Radiance Shown!
in the black and white sideways screen...

Amidst the Winter Meditation:

Friend & I Rang Bells
My visions were flushed
of fuscia and orange...

The flying green Elephant
Joyfully Venerates our Lord
Dancing East to West...

God's Eye's reciprocation
Diagonal Ascension!
Bathed in ever-waving Rainbows...

Centered upon my meditative vision...

Centered within the Triangle}
- the number Three
- Holy Trinity
GLORY TO HIS AND HER DIVINITY!

He sees me...
I see Him...

He says "I am HERE"
I acknowledge His Presence
Feeling his Unconditional Love...

Devoted to the Universe
& Her Creations

Since the Day of my Birth...
You Know You Were Too.

Seek His Love.
And Ye Shall Find...
Losing count
of the many ways
God says,
"Hello."

Can you count the ways?
Have you noticed when the Lord is near?
Search from the Deep Within.

He is Your Friend.
Shake your Neighbor's Hand.
Sing a song with the Señora
sitting next to you
on the bus.

You will see Him there.
He will see you there.

Monday, February 3, 2014

$4L3Z poems


The Sales Spell
31JAN14 - Chevalterre Nabil - KLR

I'm sellin' fashion

with a passion.

For tomorrow I'll be stashin'
some cash in

my pocket!

Charming the Customer (Sales Pitch)
2FEB14 Chevalterre Nabil - KLR

Hey there Mr. Superman!
you know you so fly man
come on over for a minute
chat with me because you can!

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Light of the Heart & Mind

Your mind...
don't leave it there
behind
in the middle of
the bump and grind...
.
Open up
to something kind
.
a thought...
.
in it
you will find

that you never needed
to have fought!
.
All you ever needed
was to have sought
.
out...
.
what you really got...
.
It ain't ever been
of what's out and about.
..
Still...
bein' exposed to
all of that
has helped you
Realize...
.
What is Just
.
What is Right
.
Not dark lust
.
Don't get Lost
.
Find that Brightness
.
Feel the Lightness
.
Walk to it
UpRight!
.
after walkin'
and marchin'
Mile after Mile
.
all the while
you have
Returned
Home...
.
That Light
Silently
Subsiding...
burning...
providing warmth...
.
calidez...
.
Feel it
en el Corazon
.
Te late,
te late,
te late...
.
La Luz...
.
Light...
.
Within
You!

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Black August Video

Video recorded 7 Dec, 2013 - original poem previously blogged 1 Aug, 2013

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Rap4Peace - Recorded Video




Original Blog - on Calendar Menu: Feb. 2013
Enjoy & Hope you like it!

   

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

9-11

this took me 12 years to write...

the phone call to his BEQ at 0200
flashes of the towers on the television
I asked why he was watching a movie
he said, "I gotta drop you off at the ship"
my chest pounded with the news
wiping the sleep that blinded me
my eyes saw -
The Twin Towers...
my ears rang hard at the sound of -
The Pentagon...
and I wondered, what about the Borders?
in my gut, I was certain of schemes
barriers already put up
the sight of sand-colored camos shaking hands with khakis
at the Kitty Hawk Pier frightened me...
my face drenched, not by rain
my bag at the Blue Ridge pier,
not checked 100%
I was the first in the Admin department to return to the ship.
Since Gauthier was shore duty YN2,
shore duty Admin got the first phone calls.
letting go of the comfort
of our somber disturbed...
awake 48 hrs in the office
we'd been glued to the TV screens
we yearned to be there.
yearned to help & rescue.
We had a ship to refurbish.
Watches to stand.
Guns to man.
I prayed
I wished
to never shoot to kill.
Prayers get answered.
Wishes come true.
9-11, not relived
just not forgotten.

Took me 12 years to write this shit.

Thursday, August 15, 2013

A Morning Chat on Badoo

Love - is not an action.
Love is a way of Life.


 -- many have been, are, will be
husbands,
boyfriends,
lovers,
boy toys,
etc...

 just acting out a stupid role -

but they never achieve being
confidents or best friends.

because they never truly love --
they hate people
for simply understanding
for showing unconditional love.

they have tried everything
to manifest their hatred.

 Love - is not an action.
Love is a way of Life.

The Gurl — 10:52

so what are you looking for here?
The Fella — 10:53
 I am looking for a woman to love, you?
The Gurl  — 10:53
what is love to you?
The Fella— 11:00
caring, honesty, faithful, understanding
     
- what's love to you?
The Gurl — 11:02
love is a way of life.
The Gurl  — 11:08
;) (she winks)
The Fella — 11:25
hmmmmmnnn
The Fella — 11:26
and what do you want on here?
The Gurl  — 12:07
my best friend
The Fella — 12:12
you dont want anything more?
- why?
The Gurl  — 12:13
don't limit your way of thinking
The Fella — 12:14
how?
The Gurl  — 12:15
  -- many have been, are, will be
husbands,
boyfriends,
lovers,
boy toys,
etc...

 just acting out a stupid role -

but they never achieve being
confidents or best friends.

because they never truly love --
they hate people
for simply understanding
for showing unconditional love.

they have tried everything
to manifest their hatred.
 Love - is not an action.
Love is a way of Life.

The Fella — 12:18
hmmmnn...
 - those words are wise
The Gurl  — 12:21
after many things I've been through.
I didn't "let myself" be had,
I didn't act out on my suicidal thoughts,
I never sought out revenge,
I rescued myself,
I've gained and regained focus
- processed the metanoia
-- I'm still standing.

so when an individual
just won't be a friend to begin with,

I'm out!
The Fella — 12:33
ok, I got you
 
- you are pretty wise honest woman
 
 - I like that
The Gurl  — 12:35
:''> (she blushes)
The Fella — 12:47
really?
The Gurl  — 12:47
lol
   
well yes really you made me blush!

15 Aug. 2013 by Chevalterre Nabil, The Gurl age 35, and The Fella at age 45.

Pear Coccoon

Pretty

Pretty

Pretty Pear

your body so lovely
your shape is rare

a shade of green
brown speckles and stem

how was one to know
within you was a gem?

Pretty

Pretty

Pretty Pear

sweet are your juices
splashing onto my hair

the deeper I bight
more of the earth I taste

gushing delight
but what is this earthy aftertaste?

within you a chrysalis
within you a cocoon
within you had been a caterpillar
within you a mother's womb

I lament to have eaten you
I lament to have tasted you
I lament to have mistaken you
for a deform-ed seed...

You would have become
Gaia's interweaving
Gaia's macramé ...

with pairs of wings
to fly and flutter

a sight on my eyes
to caress
like bread under butter

you did not say a word
you were so still

you would have been a silky bird
the taste on my teeth is shrill

forgive me would be butterfly
forgive me would be moth

I shall dream of you in flight
I shall dream of your host's delight

My Pear Coccoon,
rest in peace
good night.

Chevalterre Nabil
15 Aug 2013, 2a.m.

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Black August

Black is Beauty

Black as rain

Black is Solitude

Black is the solemn pain

gradually seeping

through my being

unallowed to enter my crimson core

allowed to dispurse out to nowhere

never...

let it absorb all the colors...

they each

Vermillion



Gold

Emerald

Indigo

Haze grey

... they each

 out - stretched

as I stretch this morning.

with my arms up high

towards the sun.

The ever-loving sun.

Holy Trinity.

Core of the Milky Way.

All these colors

dispursed...

speckled...

speckled sun kisses...

zesty ginger on my sushi.
speckled sesame seeds on top
tickling taste buds.
Black sesame seeds

colors amidst the Black.

Black Turkish Rose
little black rose buds.

Black caresses my heart.

It does not enter.

-- Chevalterre Nabil
1AUG2013
11a.m.

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Dedication to Erick Djerf, 1963-2010

Facebook Note of 9:20p.m., 31July2013
"better to have lost in love,
than never to have loved at all",
 it is said...
but it is also terribly cruel.
 I cannot
(and don't think I want to)
get over the loss of an ex,
not the way that he passed.
He was afraid,
and endured pain
for God knows how many years
- Still he loved God,
 his life,
 all his friends...
he'd been a great jazz musician,
artist and art teacher.

Maybe having watched
those Twighlight Zone movies was a sign?
Meh!
We loved watching
good old-fashioned sci-fi.
How we'd met was spontaneous,
out of an open mic during Mardi Gras 2008.
He asked me out,
picked me up from a drawing class
out of an underground ronchy venue
in Downtown.
We'd spent two weeks together
and learned a lot about each other...

He'd written before he left this realm,
I treated him as if I would maybe
get to talk to him again...

Today, I saw his name tagged,
 and thought I would tell him 'hello'....

 The pain of this mourning
is gradually seeping.
It is okay.
He didn't deserve to suffer
his bipolar pains.
He deserves to rest in peace.
He passed 3 years ago,
and I just found out today.
It's the first time
I lose someone this close,
I have to devote some more work
in his honor.

Facebook Note of 5:30p.m. & My Last Letter to Erick - 31July2013
You are not an abandoned soul
out in the middle of the desert...
You were never that monster
you were afraid to become...
You were my muse,
My Life,
My Love,
and My Everything...
you were supposed to remain,
annoyingly adorable ex...
... We'd watched our films
of Sci-Fi
in Black & White...
I giggled about your cat,
begging us for breakfast.
We were neighbors,
and delicious lovers.

For you, in those two weeks we were together,
I wrote:

 "Arms embracing like arboles branches
reaching for the sol

 Skin glistening like the luna
reflecting off the ojas

 Kisses pecking like striped bumbles
hopping upon petalos

 Bodies in rhythm like avejas
drinking sweet nectar

 Lluvia from the sky
falling into the tierra

 absorbing sacredly."

 -- Praying With My Love, 2008
(although I read it to you one night,
you may have or never have heard it...
but people have been enjoying it)

 ... we went to church one time.
two years later you had written to apologize.
That monster within had torn us apart.

Your spirit shall always be cherished.
Erick Djerf, you are a beautiful soul
wherever & whenever you may be.

Love, Karla Lopez
 

Tuesday, July 30, 2013

How do you see that child?

just kindly sharing, and although we don't know each other... careful what you wish upon a child (your own or not)
I was a happy skinny little girl. ate well, slept well... my dad used to keep picking on me about my size. and as I kept growing more healthy... and things in the family would slowly go downward... being a healthier size, and now showing so much bones then turned into being picked on for not being so skinny. It was awkward. by the age of 10, problems in the family had already kick started my depression. so to the point that subconsciously the eating habits were no longer on that happy healthy level. Fast forward to 1997, as I joined the Armed Forces - I barely made it in weighing just 4 lbs over my maximum weight. Stress made me gain weight, surgeries made me retain many fluids. I ballooned from a moderate 175 lbs to 215 lbs. Little by little after I fulfilled my contract, honorably discharged - My body took on it's natural form. Let's call it a rebirth. I'm over all the things I went through in my 20's. Going into my 30's I'm blessed, working whenever scheduled as a model in art classes. Despite all the comments people/society continuously makes towards one another about the way they look. It's not about your intentions or wishes. Instead, if you will, please consider your tendencies of thinking & speaking & writing.
"All she needs is a little more meat on her bones", was repeated to me... I would have been a different kind of model, or even better - would have been able to work more time in the Military. Had that phrase Never been said to me.
I live a happier life because I choose to. Not because anyone else wished it for me.
- See yourself and others well.

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

KLR's Rap 2013

Gimme a Beat!
..Well... !


Here's a little story, I'd like to tell
about some stupid little people that like to give me hell!

They show a lot of hatred, and scare my friends away,
but I gotta kick them outta my life, as soon as Today!

Some are in my family, some call themselves my friends
but they don't really love, and practice ill trends.

When I catch them in their act
behaving so stupid, and talking so dumb.
They expect me to be emotional,
but I just feel so numb!

I wanna have a good day, I wanna have fun
don't mean to be astray, please tell me a joke - share a pun!

These stupid people in my past can make me mad.
I feel that if I kick them out, it may make me glad.

I'd rather hang with my pals
amazing dudes and gals

they dance and play
are straight, some gay
they are colorful and natural
musical and cultural

of different creeds
doing good deeds
share veggie feeds
planting good seeds!

They write a lot of poetry
and spread the good word.
They deserve attention, y'all and need to be heard.

You see, I used to live in silence
I used to be a mute
And once I started making friends
They showed me I was alright, and kinda cute!

I opened up to giggle, let out a little laugh
drawing triangles and circles on paper of graph

when I started writing I was as sad as Poe
I didn't want nobody treating me like a ho!

These people of hate are still in my life
so bare with me please,
on my own I go through this strife!

I wish you didn't know, I hope it doesn't show
I feel so damn depressed, this illness needs to go.

I can pray and meditate, that's just not enough
if this happens to you.. it's not tough
to get up - Stay Up!

I'll show you how it's done --

Click "delete", don't accept defeat

when they call, throw the curve ball

Keep them outta your house and wish them well.
They can drag their little tails.
Too bad, oh well!

I had a hard time writing this
now there is silence and bliss.

listen up and understand
that "no" means "no"
As in, if someone says "no thank you",
"you're alright, I'm good",
Or if they're just quiet and show a smile
You know it's all good.

Just learn to back off, be at peace with yourself.
If you keep giving hell, then go seek Help!

Look deep within yourself and realize
We all have our agendas
we each have a demise

Don't aim it towards nobody, do not impose on them.
Learn to live, learn to love
Within you is a gem.

Feel it near, see it clear.

And be disturbed no more....

Peace! Yo!
Have a Nice Day. :D

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Letting go of the Bad Old Ways

I am missing the good ol' days,
but I gotta let go.

I am missing the good ol' days,
but
I
must
let
go.

I must break the chains
yes,
those wickedly
traced chains
etched chains
chain marks
bruises
slashes
cuts
dents in our rib cages

left behind...

left behind...

the pseudo war wounds
from our banters
ravings
love rings
criminal
policital stings
political agendas
forgetting that you are a
poet
a writer
an artist

harrassing others
with your annoying cries of
Oh, but what Everyone does to me!

I used to shrug my shoulders and say
write about it.
stop thinking about it.
ponder it no further.
Write
About
It.

on your iPad
iPhone
sketch pad
back pocket note pad
palm of your had
blog
grandma's grocery list
ex-girlfriend's bleached jeans

I do not care.
Just write it!

If I enable You -
if I let you just mouth it to my face
it strikes like thorns...
into my eye pupils,
the end of my tongue,
my nostril,
my chest,
my lungs,
my thighs...

Yes,
you get too close.

You've gone too far.

Outrageously outraged
with these ill thoughts
that you just won't get rid of
because you feel you're such a victim.
and you wanna have a drink with me
like the good ol' days...

But all that has changed.
we boycotted the old hang out
it shut down
too many beggars grab
at my boobs at the new joint

I used to be able to yell so much!

...but now
no so much
not as much
any...
more...
even if I try.

I
am
Tired...

I am tired of
all the anger
and the hatred
and the rage
and the annoyance
of the gossip
and all of evil's pleasures...

It is difficult to remember
the good ol' days
if you can't remind me
of the good old ways...

and if you can't win over
the good ol' pals
good ol' lovers
good ol' guys and gals
we all used to
hang
out
with.

I have to let you go.


Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Mexican-American at New Tokyo's

Today's Facebook Note turned into a good blog topic  story...

This one's about being multicultural...

*I'm remembering an evening I went out to New Tokyo's on the Honch...
The year was 2001, post 9-11.
The pub called New Tokyo's was the gay hang out.
The Honch is the honcho street, a.k.a. main street - happens to be Dobuita Street, just a walk across from the main gate of the Yokosuka Navy Base, Yokosuka Japan.

My hair was all long,
it reached my bum, overlapping 2 inches.
Naturally wavy, I straightened it
and sprayed a white streak on the side.
"my look, my art" I thought. Pero NO!
I truly didn't see myself the way others did.
I've always been aware of my cultural makeup.
Just I ignored other people's biases...

That night, I got profiled left and right!

My analogy is that of a vynil record}

Side A.
by a co-worker in Admin.
     I'll call him stupid, because he used to call himself stupid.
     He's actually, a fantastic soul. a Chritian Reverend.
     I admire his spirit.
     At the time, I felt we were friends with different opinions, yet similar points of view.
     We can try to make sense of that.

Side B.
was totally weirded out by a 7-fleet coreman
He always seemed sweet, very Mexican, but never from Mexico.
I discovered that hiding behind his mild manners
was a vato from Chi-town...
He was a little cholillo!
And he was totally tripping out on the way I looked.
I did also happen to be wearing all black, not very much makeup on my face, mind you.

This fucker was so pissed drunk, he started calling me VETERANA.
I was all in my white girl innocent mentality "whaddaya mean? whaddaya mean?".
UGH! LOL
I had no freaking clue, not anyone from El Paso or Los Angeles had ever explained to me...
though I felt the feeling offending me that a Veterana is by urban dictionary defined as an: "Old school hood rat. typically has exagerated hair bangs, drawn-in eyebrows & a dark shade of lipstick and has been around the block a couple of thousand times."

I will admit I have loved wearing black or blue lipstick, but that's a gothic thing, anyway...

His vibe changed to make me feel better}
That dude was all "I Luuuuv youuu, I RESPECT you, cuz you a VETERANA!.
Which his meaning changed to that of a Spanish dictionary meaning:

  A person of experience in their profession and knowledge of all its long term aspects.

  Applies to someone of military experience, and deep meanings of life.

   Applies to someone elder, in age who still practice the same skill and trade as those who are younger.
 
   A person who has been to war, in combat.

So those are my translations of what I found in an online Castillian dictionary.

Still I didn't really know. I was only about 22 years old. I wasn't Any kind of Veteran - no where near it.

So I couldn't get him to shut up.
Looked him in the eye and said
Honey, thank you, but you are fucking drunk.
You need to get some water and go home!

.....

So to complete today's blog
here's an awesome Beck Video, song is Perdedor/Loser
It has plenty of Spanglish. I forget what album it's from.
So I also recommend the 1996 album Odelay, which when you sound it out is ORALE!!


Wednesday, September 5, 2012

"No Strings Attached"

     I'm the bitch with the broken foot
and the broken heart

Broken strings on my green-bruised violin
Broken wings upon my Eagle Eye-sight

Broken microwave bowl
Broken shower head and duct tape

A broken back and a broken iron anchor,
topped with anxiety and PTSD...

     Broken appetite for food
Pizza & Pepsi make my heart melt!
Broken appetite for sex
No one can handle this Woman's wonderful libido...
Libido...
LIBIDO!
topped with hormones and pretty pussy.

Broken anger and broken stress
I'll sing 'Hare Krishna' in a long white dress...

     But... but... but only because
I'm just not into relationships,
and relationships aren't into me...

      I'm the bitch with the broken foot
and the broken heart

Broken strings on my green-bruised violin
Broken wings upon my Eagle Eye-sight

Broken microwave bowl
Broken shower head and duct tape

A broken back and a broken iron anchor,
topped with anxiety and PTSD...

      But... but... but only because
I'm just not into relationships,
and relationships are not into me...

     My stalkers, harassers, abusers
want to drug me, violate me, belittle me.

They want me under their spells...
Broken Charms!
Broken Chains!

I'm only into scarf bondage, honey
I could let you choke a little...
But dare you come up to my place,
I'd sooner push you down the stairs...

     Because I'm the bitch with the broken foot
and the broken heart

Broken strings on my green-bruised violin
Broken wings upon my Eagle Eye-sight

Broken microwave bowl
Broken shower head and duct tape

A broken back and a broken iron anchor,
topped with anxiety and PTSD...

But... but... but
hehehehehe...
only because
I'm just not into relationships,
and relationships aren't into me...

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Praying W/My Love Video!


Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Gay Pride FB Notes

Facebook Notes – by Chevalterre Nabil, as Karla Nabil:


June 10, 2012



-- New shit poem by Chevalterre Nabil, a.k.a. KLRabstracts written right this second!



Just because I date men, does not mean I am straight.

Just because I seem well-adjusted, does not mean I hate.

I do not care to predict the future or who will be my mate.

The path for that Person and I is in the hands of fate!





June 11, 2012



-- I love being unclosetted.

Met a someone today,

he unclosetted himself to me.

Now we are in each other's lives.

No questionning good feelings/intentions.

I set a good goal yesterday...

after processing out much negativity.

Woke up feeling fine.

And there is added happiness. ^_^

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Empalagar

by Chevalterre Nabil via KLR

Sept 2011

in Spanish, English & French (automatically translated )



Empalagar...

its synonyms

are to:

overfill

gorge

disgust

satisfy

annoy

fatigue

satiate



eso es & that is

Empalagar...



Yo quiero empalagar

my eyes

with clashing

harmonies

of hot pink

or puple feathers

stitched onto

earthly tones of felt fabric

My masked creations

sculptures to over-adorn

the face.



Yo quiero empalagar

my thoughts

with bizarre scenes

of an elderly pair

tweaking videos

playing on a pc

like children.



Yo quiero empalagar

my ears

with old & new sounds

of French Pop...

Jacque Brel,

Sting,

Blondie,

Mathieu Chedid,

Sean Lennon,

Mecano,

Indochine,

France Gall,

Melissa Auf Der Maur,

Miguel Bose,

La Ley,

et Paul Mauriat.



J'adore

je adore

J'ADORE

c'ette musique!



Yo quiero empalagar

my tongue

with caramel popcorn...



I'd like a cup of soy milk,

Please!



Yo quiero empalagar

my skin

with raindrops



Its scent merging with

the desert winds



Taking me back

nearly tweny years!

In a 5-minute review



{de mon veritable amour

interdite amour

Ah! Son amour}

-of my true love...

forbidden love

Oh, his love!-



{bisous...

nos chevoux longs

mince, corps souple

tenant les uns, les autre}

- kisses...

our long hair!

slender, supple bodies

Holding one another-



... A block away...



My faithful,

best friends

I held them ever so close

five dogs or more...

I watched them each

Make (making) it to Heaven.



Now,

I'm certain

you've had enough

of my stories by now.

! No te/les quize

Empalagar!



I simply must conclude

without being rude



Que quiero completamente

Empalagar

My Soul

with

my sweetheart's kisses



{Ses levres - His lips

{sur mon visage - on my face



{Ses dents - His teeth

{verrouille sur me levres - locked onto my lips!



{Mes dents - My teeth

{sur sa langue - on his tongue



{Ses mains sur ma peau

ses mains sur ma peau?



Ses mains

Sur

Ma Peau!



- His hands on my skin!



{Me retournant a l'enverse...

- Turning me inside out!



{puis-je atteindre l'univers?

...

Can I reach the Universe?

...

(pause, sighs)



My cup runneth over.

I shall not

ask for more.

Demonic Allergies

By Chevalterre Nabil via KLRabstracts

Slam poetry performed by Karla w/ a 'K'

Sept 2011


(read with Southern accent - optional)


I am Allergic to

Ethnicism and Racism


Not sharing the proper terms

to translate for better understanding


Claims of

'We're not catering

to That kind of audience.'


My heart sinks

I lose the will

to pluck my strings


As much as you

want me to entertain

The group has been falling apart.


Half of us make That

kind of audience.


I am Allergic

to Narcissism


Trying to

use my name and title


Called me 'jealous'

for having

invited you,

included you

with the team.


Suckin' up to me

with vast (lots of) nourishment


poisoning my blood

with tons

and tons

of butter.


follow me,

haunt me,

yell at me,

and taunt me.


Suckin' out my good blood

I get diabetic symptoms


Our acquaintance

More than fell apart.


Expect me

to fail

... always asking

'What's Wrong?'


Never answering my calls


for when

it's necessary

to clear the air.


Each moment (every time)

you step into the room

The buttered up lies

(just) Make me sick.


I am Allergic to

empty word-isms

Neglect


I show up to the meeting

& you're shootin' the breeze


I pick up somebody's slack

end up chasin' you down

for a mere $6.50 salary!


I wait for attendance...

I work on marketing propaganda...


I wait

with the ethnicist

who favors the narcissist


feeding me

Poison


draining my good will

the good blood


I'm on the verge

of unloading

all the bad news,

all the drama

on You...


Then I receive

your message...


'I Promise!'


You haven't (ain't even) been present (here)

for over one (a) week


The projects

have been falling apart!


I care no more

to wait astray

at a lonely table

centered in that gallery

of oblivion.


Skepticism

is my antidote


My silence

My neutrality

My personal strength


Can drive you nuts!


Should you perssist

in putting me or anyone down


Assuming the worst


I can get you

the antidote

for that Pessimism.


Though (but),

Not without

Passing through

the oracles


of the grandiose

Karma

and

Dogma!


When you are strong


You'll learn

to trust

and Love

yourself


So Unconditionally


That when

we reunite,


We won't

recognize

one another. (each other.)

Loaded Genitals

*here's a little sex ed for the over-grown kids.
**not for those under the age of 18!

(sung)-->
Shot through the heart!
We are each to blame
Darling,
We all give love a bad name...
(end song)

The college professor
had the entire room
split into two.

Much like
opposing baseball teams
we shook hands
in passing.

None of us knew
one another

Yet, this instructor
proceeded to rape
our minds...

That bitter old bitch
said...
'That's how easily
you can catch AIDS...'

well...
Let's not forget
Syphilis
Gonorrhea
-- there are
different forms
of hu-hu-hu-Herpes...

There are little
midget pervs
making booty calls
to any hoochy
asking her...
'How are you,
honey bunny?
You don't have any outbreaks.
Do you?'

... Do you?

Well...
if you ask
someone who said
they were your friend
to lend an ear...
You can feel bewildered
when they get uptight
and defensive
with the expression:
'I ALWAYS get checked...
That's why
I always get checked!'

goddamn, fucking lying bitch!
You sleep around!..

How many people's
hands did you shake
before mine?
Where you hang out
He hangs out
and she hangs out
and we hang out
He...
I said 'He'
that dude
... carrying a loaded gun
But his partner
calls him out instead
They bicker at each other
like little chicken bitches

You don't believe them
I didn't believe them
We don't believe them

But now that I'm talking to you
Maybe you do Actually
get checked.

I feel an Itch!
An Itch to pull
An Itch to pull a trigger
the trigger of a 9-mil!

She,
and he,
and we
want to pull our triggers
and get trigger happy
with our shaky shaking hands

We wanna commit suicide
cut ourselves
choke ourselves
No!
-- you choke me, baby
'cause it feels so good!

Oh!
It always feels so good!

Your sex feels so good.

I miss you...

Let's you and me play
with our guns.
You gave me this gift...
I can't pass it along
to someone else.

You fucking bastard,
don't run away!!

I pick up the phone,
and call your clones.

go get yourself checked.

Go Get Yourself Checked.

GO get YOURSELF CHECKED

Each of them give me
attitude...
except the last one...
'Sorry, honey --
You did use a condom'

Go Get Checked Anyway!

...If it is so urgent for you
That I get to a clinic
without any money,
Why don't You take me?

And you get mad
'cause you know
you were packin' heat
Even if maybe
perhaps...
maybe...
You didn't shoot me.
You didn't give me nothing...
Maybe.

How many more
hands are you gonna touch
with your guns
Loaded
with venerial diseases?

And still,
he gloats
when he runs into her...

Look, a new baby.
Right out in public!
The bastard/bitch
has multiplied.

I lie, and say
'I am happy for you.'
Because I don't wanna rape
an evesdropper's mind
with what I know about you.

... Concealed weapon, and all.
Take me around to the alley.

Pull it out
- AIM

(sung)
& Shoot through my Heart!
I am to blame
We all give love
a bad name...
We All give Love
A bad name.
(end song)

Friday, July 8, 2011

Prayer to la Sagrada Tierra

April 5, 2011

'...Madre de gracia
Madre de misericordia
en la vida
y en la muerte
amparanos gran señora...'

Protect us dear Mother
protect us from our own fears

How could we have manifested
these needless tears
throught generations?
centuries?

Yet we've not reached past
our ignorance,
vast confusion.

We are in constant fear
of your wrath...
that you,
Grandious Earth
will swallow us alive

We're brain-washed
assuming we've damaged you
immensly!

When to you,
the cuts and bruises
are mere pimples.

We humans are mere
microorganisms
traveling around
your magnificent,
bodacious body

Dear Mother...
your core is unreachable,
untouchable,
Sacred!

Your skin is rich and fertile
in tan and red tones

Your hair grows
and grows...
freshly lush
green and sweet...

I love to taste your hair
its nutrients I enjoy!

Your blood
ebbs... it flows
through the elements

Water
Wind
Fire

! te adoro
Oh, Madre Tierra!

tercer planeta
en el Milky Way

Silky it looks
in the Universe

sweet it must taste
to demi gods

You wear
slight cleavage
voluptuous curves
in your deep valleys
and high mountain ranges

Whether you ever
feel ill
or really great

your body quivers,
it quakes!

How could we so microbial
for so long
still assume that
we hurt you?

You can shake us off
like chain-linked ants
we could seize to exist
and you
not only can
not only will...

You just have
and will Be!

I write this to you
Mother, dear
because I know

that no chemicals,
no plastics,
no electronics
could ever harm you.

You gave man kind
the materials
the minerals

to use...
experiment with

to us in 500 years.
to you, in a few days
Everything we manufacture
will return to what it was.

The Hopi know
what you're all about.
So they just don't worry.

Can the rest of us
do the same?

You sneezed...
scratched an itch

and it flooded houses
swiped out
entire cities

You say... 'oops!"
God gives us strength.

And still we do
cherish
and worship you
So

'... Por la señal
de la Santa Cruz
de nuestros enemigos
libranos señor nuestro...'

Free us
from assuming
so much
about this Earth
we live in.

When we follow
your path

We know what we're capable of
and can just be.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

French Toast for 2

written 21 June, 2011
- Chevalterre Nabil via KLRabstracts
(about two former friends,
whom at the time were not bad company.)

veggie oil & margerine
heat up
melt
& merge
in the hot plate
pan.

4 slices
each of
wheat bread
toast lightly
in pairs

A chicken and rooster
teased each other
danced together

The chicken
screams
little bulbs
come out
of her body

i find these things
in dozens
out of
a grocery store.

Taking a pair
two embrios
merged
three, if one
of them was twins

A nurturing dash
of milk
- powdered
& mixed in H2O

Such minerals
could only
do wonders...

blend the liquids
and plasmas

Highlight the batter
with Cinnamon.

Listen to trance
and dance
all freaky.

Bathe your toasted
slices in liquid
poultry babes

Each one
kindly
caringly
lovingly

Until fluffy
and crispy
on all six sides
of the cubic grains

White doilies
White lace
on brown skin.

Cut and serve
on two plates
of royal blue.

In a little home
on a little table
and little chairs

Drizzle & bathe
each dish
with chunks
of fruit and nuts

Strawberries red
Canteloupe vermillion
to paint the town

sweet

crushed walnuts
sliced almonds
to remove
an inner frown

syrupy sweet

Say a prayer,
a chant,
if you will...

Think of someone
you care for:

"Ever'ting's Gon'be Irie"

Play music
of another origin -
Its lyrics
are of travels
and love...

Dig in
chat and smile
at your friend...

You each
thinking of
those you care for.

Friday, June 24, 2011

Abstractism - Painting Classes @ Glasbox!

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Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Saying "Hi" (song)

by Chevalterre Nabil via KLRabstracts - 4 June 2011

Heading down south
in El Chuco town
El Chuco town

Just left the library
and texting you

I wait for
the Sun Metro

Have a small snack:
pizza combos

Heading down south
in El Chuco town
it's my home town

Cathedral bells
chime
a short chime

bus comin' over the hill
chimes mark 2:45 p.m.

bus arrives
I slide my card

steppin onboard
I step aboard

Headin' down south
in El Chuco town

and so are you
and so am I
and so we are

He wears
brown, green, white
swirls

I text you

He wears
big glittered red hat

you text back

big glittered red shoes
clown shoes
el payasito

mira...

He's very tall

Tu eres very tall
y stepping off the bus

I just noticed you
Lighting
your cig

under a brown cap
a brown cap

I head further south
near Juaritos
in El Chuco town...

I text you back
I text you back

We was on the same bus
you see my friend
you saw my friend

You text me back
you text me back

I was on the same bus
you laughed, my friend
we laughed, my friend

steppin' off el bus
at the terminal

our day was kinda bad
I was almost a little mad

but since we almost ran into each other
we both were rather glad

we each were rather glad.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Fatigued

Woke up to fresh air
caressed by browns
sage green

in a daze,
I walked downhill...
surrounded by heavy traffic.
Are you in that traffic?

your sage hair
matching your sage attire

Are you in that traffic?

I woke up again to fuscia,
loving fuscia

the air is fresh

the sun tans me in my somber

I am brown
a little red
quite naturally

phone texts exhaust me...
I tried to tell you
you couldn't hear me

too much traffic
of thoughts
in the air

thoughts between us exhaust me.

Please stop following me.

But please
stay close.

Soon I'll be rested
Soon I'll awaken.